Wednesday, August 6, 2008

The Power Above and Guardian Angels

Every day brings experiences where I realize how good life has been to me. However, there are certain days where I feel it even deeper and have a tremendous feeling of thanksgiving. Yesterday, we were having a great day--Luke, Maria, Andres and me. I consider a "good" day to be one in which the kids get along for the most part, and I rarely have to mediate. A "great" day is one in which there have been NO issues. Yes, they rarely happen--a "great" day that is. And when they do, I feel like I can conquer and accomplish anything! What's so ironic about this is that I started my day watching a lady on TV named Joyce Meyer. This is a woman who has been quite inspirational to my brother and I thought I would see what she was all about. Well, her premise of yesterday's show was "If you have not, you've asked not." Basically, she talked about how we shouldn't be afraid to pray for things even when we have been given so much. BUT when we pray and ask for things, we have to be able to handle the answer "no." Up until listening to Joyce Meyer speak, I have struggled with this. I have two wonderful parents, two fantastic step-parents, a brother who is living a happy life, a step-sister with a beautiful family, an awesome dog who is about to celebrate 15 years of life and of course an unbeatable husband (and in-laws!) and three fabulous kids. That's not to mention my happy upbringing and a number of experiences in life that I have been so blessed to be a part of, as well as an incredible group of friends, a beautiful house and most importantly, our health. It seems to me I'd be getting a little greedy to ask for more--things like getting Maria and Andres into a pre-school of our choice (they are both on waiting lists), help adjusting financially to our new additions, dealing with my feelings of wanting to be with the kids and already dreading going back to work in September, and yes, the need for a "great" day. Well, I decided to go ahead and try things out yesterday, and I said a prayer from the heart asking for help with those things mentioned above. Shortly thereafter, the kids were all out of bed and acting like best friends. They were playing beautifully, Andres was talking up a storm, Maria was inserting every English word she knew into her sentences, and Luke. . .what an awesome big brother!! He sat down with the two of them and played everything they wanted to play while teaching them more English words and helping both kids work on their pronunciations. Even after running errands in the HEAT (side note--Maria and Andres are having a hard time adjusting to the 90+ degree heat and have to say "hot" every time we walk outside) the kids were doing "great." As I watched Luke take Maria and Andres for their naps, all three of the kids were laughing and smiling. I realized at that point, that God had already listened. I immediately got my camera out to capture God at work. And here's what I saw:








I couldn't help but be euphoric most of the day. And I thought about the power of that prayer, and most importantly, the power of God to answer. I am mystified by how quickly things can happen (and I forgot to add that I also received a call from the pre-school of our choice to let us know they have an opening for Maria!!), but I am not afraid to admit that I think some guardian angels above are working for us, too. Yesterday, out of nowhere, Luke asked me about his Great Grandpa Gilbert and said, "Did I know him?" Part of my heart hurt when Luke asked this question. My Grandpa Gilbert was one of the most incredible human beings I have and will ever meet. And if I could ever pick two people that I could bring back to life just so that my kids could experience their tremendous goodness and love of God and life, it would be my Grandma Helen and Grandpa Gilbert. I miss them EVERY SINGLE DAY! To have Luke ask that question meant that he remembered nothing of Grandpa; therefor, it broke my heart. I explained that, yes, Luke knew him because Grandpa Gilbert didn't pass away until Luke was 2 1/2 years old. I also added that Grandpa Gilbert played with Luke all of the time, every chance he could get. Luke stared off into the sky for a while and replied, "I wish he could see me now." It brought tears to my eyes. All of a sudden, everything from the day just pulled together, and I simply said, "Oh he does. He sees you and watches over us every day." With that, a huge smile spread across Luke's face. Never underestimate the power of God and your guardian angels!

9 comments:

Wendi and Benjamin Wood said...

Hey Traci! Congrats on a great day! Joyce Meyer is a great speaker and author. You may also want to check out some of her books; they are very easy to read; even when you feel you don't have time to read! God listens to the cries of our hearts and wants to give us good things; sometimes, though, his plans are a little different than ours...and that's the part that I think is difficult for most any of us to accept...haha...I know I like things my way! I'm still a work in progress! Thanks for sharing!

Beth said...

I love this post and the encouragement in your voice. Their smiles are precious and they are looking so comfortable.

Nana said...

I reflected on your words today and tears of joy & sadness came to me. We do have many blessing to celebrate and yet challenges will still exist. What awesome parents you two are. Luke, Maria & Andres will cherish you.

Mom/Nana Sharon

Genece said...

Traci,
What a heartwarming post that even brought about tears when you spoke of the Guardian Angels. I'm under the same belief and God's goodness has sure been evident at work in our lives lately. His wonders are awesome and receiving those faithful reminders sure do bring about the most blissful of days, no doubt about it! Sometimes I feel like a spoiled child of God, and why shouldn't I? He's done so much and is ever so faithful. I've seen my fair share of a little disciplining and conformance to keep me in check, but I wouldn't expect it any other way. Remain encouraged and cherish those moments of being spoiled by a loving Father above. His blessings are the best!!!

Good to hear from you and to see pictures of the kids.

Whitney said...

Traci-
I feel the same way about my grandparents!! Kye remembers Grandma but Kris does not...however Kye talks about her so much that Kris acts as if he knows her so well. I can't help but think she whispers in their ears, A LOT!!!
Congrats on the pre-school!! That is so stressful waiting!!!
Whitney

Marilyn said...

Traci-how wonderful to read about your thankfullness...God is so good and He wants you and your family to prosper and have all the gifts that He has given you....take and be blessed...love and miss you much.

Erin said...

What a beautiful post! Thank you for sharing, it really touched me. I LOVE those great days!

Jennifer said...

Traci, I love this post! My grandparents passed away a long time ago & I often wish that Nataly could meet them & all the other important relatives that impacted my life. We look at pictures & I talk about them, but it doesn't mean much to her.
Thanks for writing this with such a positive & powerful reminder! I'll remember it each time we walk down memory lane...

Jennifer

Anonymous said...

Traci, what motivating words. I enjoy watching your family grow and love and share. It shows that God is truly watching over you and watching over your family. Thanks so much for sharing.